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01/21/12--16:18: What generally makes you fall in love with a person? (chan 1726382)

I don’t allow myself to fall in love. 

I am too afraid.




01/21/12--17:33: What is a word you hate? (chan 1726382)

Swag.




01/21/12--17:52: You said you don’t know meAnd you don’t even care, oh yeahWell you said you don’t... (chan 1726382)

You said you don’t know me
And you don’t even care, oh yeah
Well you said you don’t know me
And you don’t wear my chains, oh yeah

She said I think I’ll go to Boston
I think I’ll start a new life
I think I’ll start it over
Where no one knows my name




01/21/12--19:19: Make a list of some people that make you happy. (chan 1726382)

• Taylor
• Kassie
• Mike
• Timothy
• Jenna
• Beth
• Braiden
• Anne

This is of course just a few.




01/21/12--19:59: What should I watch on Netflix Instant tonight? (chan 1726382)

What should I watch on Netflix Instant tonight?




01/21/12--21:10: January 21, 2012. (chan 1726382)

Today has not been my day.

I’ll do my best to sleep it away.




01/21/12--21:29: How is it that the one who brought me the most pain still manages to bring me the most joy? (chan 1726382)

How is it that the one who brought me the most pain still manages to bring me the most joy?




01/22/12--16:39: I think I’ve lost all hope in my generation. (chan 1726382)

I think I’ve lost all hope in my generation.




01/22/12--17:56: to-do list (chan 1726382)

• breathe
• hate myself less
• realize life gets better
• avoid self-destructive activities
• drink sweet dreams tea
• take a long shower
• get some sleep




01/22/12--18:39: Never say that you hate yourself. Do not speak those words out loud. Better yet, do not even let... (chan 1726382)

Never say that you hate yourself. Do not speak those words out loud. Better yet, do not even let that thought cross your mind. Once that negative seed it planted inside of you, self hate spreads rapidly through your body. It’s a venom deadly enough to steal away everything you love. You will no longer be able to experience bliss. Life will become a steep slope of black ice. No matter how hard you try to hold on, you’ll keep sliding further down the hill. Eventually you will hit rock bottom. In a desperate attempt to escape, you’ll swallow a handful of pills chased by hard liquor. You’ll find a twisted pleasure in pressing a razor blade to your wrist and gagging yourself until dinner makes its way back up your esophagus. No matter how self-destructive you become, escaping yourself seems impossible. Self-loathing is a never-ending cycle. It’s much better to say that you love yourself instead. 




01/23/12--17:17: Having a four day weekend every week is so strange. I don’t know what to do with myself. I... (chan 1726382)

Having a four day weekend every week is so strange.

I don’t know what to do with myself.

I think I need a job.




01/23/12--18:09: Was what we had love or lust? Don’t answer, it’s trivial. We both know what matters... (chan 1726382)

Was what we had

love or lust?

Don’t answer,

it’s trivial.

We both know

what matters is

how it felt.




01/23/12--19:46: My tea tonight has given me the very best of advice. (chan 1726382)





My tea tonight has given me the very best of advice.




01/24/12--14:52: If you live in Manitoba or go to college there, do you like it? Do they call it university instead... (chan 1726382)

If you live in Manitoba or go to college there, do you like it?

Do they call it university instead of college?

Uh… okay, I really know nothing about Canada.

If you’re from Canada, tell me how you like it. d:

I really would love to go to school there and tuition wouldn’t be any more expensive (and possibly even cheaper) than if I stayed in Minnesota.




01/24/12--15:52: Woo! My mom says I can possibly go to Canada for college. She told me that it’s my future and... (chan 1726382)

Woo!

My mom says I can possibly go to Canada for college. She told me that it’s my future and I should do what makes me happy! 

She was all convinced it would be too expensive, but bam, tuition is around $3,500/year. My brother’s college is more like $32,000/year. Plus I’m getting two years done for free because of PSEO.




01/24/12--20:53: 16/365 (by Irrelevance.) I’m doing a 365 project in my... (chan 1726382)





16/365 (by Irrelevance.)

I’m doing a 365 project in my moleskine journal. If you’d like to follow my progress, check out my flickr or my tumblr.




01/24/12--20:56: 17/365 & 18/365 (by Irrelevance.) I’m doing a 365 project... (chan 1726382)





17/365 & 18/365 (by Irrelevance.)

I’m doing a 365 project in my moleskine journal. If you’d like to follow my progress, check out my flickr or my tumblr.




01/25/12--17:24: Hiatus (chan 1726382)

I need to escape from tumblr for a little while.

I will return in seven days or so.

Have a wonderful week.

-Anna.




02/02/12--14:15: It looks like my one week break away from tumblr is over. I liked it so much I’m not so sure... (chan 1726382)

It looks like my one week break away from tumblr is over.

I liked it so much I’m not so sure I’m ready to come back. 

I guess we’ll wait and see.

Today was really amazing and I’m radiating happiness.

That’ll be all.

I hope everybody is doing well.




02/02/12--20:35: You have always been a disappearing act, but no matter how much you come and go, you’ll always... (chan 1726382)

You have always been a disappearing act,

but no matter how much you come and go,

you’ll always have a place in my heart to stay.